Post by Savannah Taylor on Oct 24, 2015 20:54:16 GMT -6
“It’s only a temporary setback.”
“You’ll get it right next time.”
“You shouldn’t take this so hard.”
These are just some, SOME of the comments that I’ve heard from all over the place within the past few weeks. Losing to Justin Brooks was one thing. I’m comfortable with the knowledge that I gave him his toughest fight in EXODUS to date. But to follow that up with a loss to Abby Park? Good God. It isn’t necessarily a knock on Abby. I mean, it’s not exactly like I was facing the same woman who brought the fire to Johnny Cannon last year. It’s not like I was facing the same woman who not only took Chris Strike to the brink, but took his title as well. Oh now. Instead I got the shell of the former spitfire. Instead I got the woman who is hoping to become International Champion. Abby, hate to break it to you, but you are going to have to try a HELL of a lot harder than you have been if you hope to do anything against Justin Brooks.
Oh, and don’t get the idea in your head that you are somehow going to walk out with the title around your waist. Not only is Justin damn hard to nail down and beat, but if anyone stands a chance of taking that title from him……it’s me.
But that is later on down the line. Right now, I’m looking to Sunday. The more I look at this match, the more thinking I do. I’m just the type of person who likes to prepare as much as I can in hopes that victory can be achieved. But it’s somewhat funny how life works itself out sometimes. I mean, one minute you are riding high on a cloud of invincibility and feeling as though nothing can stop you. Then the very next minute, it all comes to a halt. It is here where you find yourselves at a crossroads and more often than not, you are forced to come face to face with the demons from your past.
That is where you come in, Chuck.
See believe it or not, I am one of those demons from your previous life here in EXODUS. On the flip side, you are one of mine. Like it or not, we are bound by the common thread known as Christum Furor. For reasons I’m not sure even God is able to figure out, Furor turned to you for backing. On paper it was a brilliant more, one that put a dagger into the morale of the Sekigun. But behind the scenes, it was a completely different picture. Instead of being a cohesive force of nature, Gods & Monsters was slowly becoming the live action adaptation of “Space Jam.” Think about it. Magdalena, Sally, Chrstum and I were four individual forces working for the shrewd, over the top Swackhammer. Only instead of Moron Mountain, we were slaves to Matthews Entertainment. With your “smarts” and financial backing, we became the Monstars to the Sekigun’s Tune Squad. Seriously. Go on Netflix, watch the movie and then try to tell me that my analogy is wrong.
I do have to hand it to you Chuck. You are an incredibly gifted actor. I’m amazed at how well you have people believing in your whole “Smartest Man in Wrestling” shtick. Bravo Chuck, bravo indeed. You really should win an Academy Award or something. I hate to break it to you, but it looks like the disguise is waning. You are going to have to give a MUCH more convincing performance if people are to continue believing that you are as smart as you are. Don’t believe me? Then allow me to throw a couple of did questions your way. Would someone as smart as you claim to be allow Zack Lifer to beat him? Would someone as smart as you allow Lifer to send you to the hospital? More importantly, would someone as smart as you really allow your sister to admit to sleeping with Adrien Cochrane? Not only did she sleep with him, but she actually was seen in public with him. That right there proves to me that she is more of a man than you are. But hey, this is merely food for thought.
One thing people learn right off the bat about me is that I am a passionate person. When I get an idea in my head or I see something that I feel will become an issue, I will not stop until I see things through to the end. Let me tell you a story about this, Chuck. Pull up a chair and pay attention. Before I was introduced to the organized chaos that was Gods & Monsters, I was like a car without GPS. I was driving around in circles with no real direction. Then came the night where Christum Furor made the offer to me to join Gods & Monsters and the rest is history. I’m not going to lie, for the first few months, I thoroughly enjoyed being behind the movement that was hoping to bring about the end of the Collins Family reign. I really believed that what I was doing was my purpose in this business. Sure, the San Diego Bay championship was nice and my reign is something that no one will be able to replicate, but my true calling was aiding in the downfall of EXODUS. But something along the way happened and my views began to change. I was shown that maybe what I was fighting for wasn’t the way to go. Call it having my eyes opened for the first time if you will. Now keep in mind, I was still viewed as one of the least favorite people on the planet. Even when I showed sympathy for what happened during the gang riot down at the rEvolution Dojo, I was shunned. I was told to stay the hell away. Last year when my career was damn near stopped and I had to spend the next couple of months basically learning how to wrestle again, I made a vow that when I came back; things were going to be different. What happened when I came back? People still treated me as an outcast. People still saw me as the loathsome she devil of a former San Diego Bay champion who wasn’t a changed person at all. Let me tell you, when you have something taken away from you like I have, your outlook changes. I wanted forgiveness and somewhat acceptance from the people I worked with. I wanted to prove them all wrong. I can’t believe how naïve I was. I know now that the only form of forgiveness and acceptance I want comes from one person, and that person is ten times the human being that you will EVER hope of becoming, Chuck.
I want to know what makes you so special, Chuck. I want to know how come when you came back, it was a big event. People were a mix of shocked and amazed. You came out and you told people that you had no desire to take control of EXODUS. You want to know the kicker? People actually believed you. Yet I come out and try to prove to people that I’ve changed, and I’m shunned. Not only am I shunned, but I’m moved right back to the bottom of the EXODUS totem pole. I want to know what makes you so special that your slate is basically wiped clean. We have both done some pretty heinous things while in Gods & Monsters, Chuck. Don’t try to deny it. I want to know why you are immediately forgiven, yet I am still suffering for my sins. Sunday night, I had damn well better get an answer. One way or another, I will get what I want.
Until then, enjoy your downtime. I guarantee you won’t have much more.
Auf Wiedersehen
